Serial Kiddie
I didnt want to do it. After all nobody wants to die, especially a kid, but I couldnt live with it. Oh, I could live with what I had done, that didnt bother me at all. It was the getting caught that I couldnt live with. And there was no doubting that I was going to get caught, not anymore. Why did I kill her? I dont know, same reason I killed those cats, I guess. My parents were gone for the weekend and there wasnt anybody there to stop me, so I just did it. I buried her in my backyard, in front of the basketball goal. The grass there has long ago been ground away, nothing there but dirt. I buried her really deep and I flattened out the dirt and packed it hard over top of her. There was no way anybody would know she was there. I cleaned my room really good, too. I followed the directions I found on that web site to the letter. All of the blood was gone, and Im sure that I wiped down everything she touched. Then I laid down and started to dream: Shes screaming, begging me to stop but I dont stop. Shes only twelve years old but I dont care. She thought we were going into my bedroom so she could pet my kitty. Its not my fault if she believed me. Hell, I dont even have a kitty; shes my kitty. I look down at her body. Blood is seeping out of the hole I ripped across her neck, dead fish-eyes staring up at me. Shes twelve years old and Im fifteen, not old enough to drive but old enough to kill. Its nothing new, not the first time Ive killed, just the first human. Ive been killing animals for years, frogs, the neighbors cat, birds and all manner of insects. I remember the time I caught a turtle and tossed it off the overpass and it landed on some old geezers windshield. I see him panic and swerve, causing a seven-car pile-up. The old geezer doesnt survive. That wasnt my fault either; he shouldnt have swerved. I look out my bedroom window to where I buried her. The full moon is illuminating the area and the ground isnt flat anymore, its round like the top of a grave. Now its morning and the sun is out. My window is open and a rotten smell is filling my bedroom. My parents are coming through the front door calling out my name. I shut my window to block out that awful smell and see a finger poking out of the mound. Now the police are knocking on our front door. They tell my Mom that a little girl is missing and theyre searching every house in the neighborhood. She lets them in. Before they come into my bedroom I look out to the mound and her whole hand is sticking out of the ground. I close the curtains right before they come into the room. They dont see anything out of place and they dont smell anything, but right when I think theyre going to leave one of them walks over to the window and I wake up. Its early Sunday. A full moon is illuminating the area where I buried, her but the ground isnt flat anymore; its round like the top of a grave. Thats when I know Im going to get caught. In the morning a finger will be protruding from that mound and the police will come. So I go into the bathroom and rummage through the cabinets. I take Dads straight razor and stand before the mirror. I wonder if there will be a white light like they talked about on Oprah the other day, or just shadows and whispers and darkness.
©2003 William Ollie
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