Winter Monsters
by Sean Crystal
The fattened
belly of winter lay across the town, smothering life from the streets. Thick black
clouds rolled across the sky towards the northwest, quiet and steady. A blanket of
snow drifted down to Earth in their wake, covering mankind’s angular contours
with a soft white cast. The wind swept snowy curves against apartment buildings and closed
stores, inventing a new alien landscape of ashen features. It was all but
desolate. A solitary man leaned against the decaying bricks of an abandoned
warehouse, his gray eyes watching the last few souls trickle out of the Red Phoenix
bar.
For over half an
hour, he waited. "Patience is a virtue", or so they said, but as the
minutes ticked by, his patience receded into anticipation. Excitement began to work
it's way through his veins. The end of his cigarette glowed red as he pulled warm
smoke into his lungs. A momentary reflection of the ember in his ring caught his
attention. The gold-plated skull howled silently up at him. He smiled back and
exhaled a sigh.
He liked the
waiting; savored it. Arriving half an hour early would have been playing it
safe. Arriving a whole hour early was all about the anticipation of it. Like a
child waiting for Santa Claus to appear, his eyes barely moved from the doorway.
Memories of last night’s show still played in his head. The star was quite
a performer and such a pleasure to work with. But that show was over. Memories
were all he had left of last night’s performance. Well, not quite
all. In any case, it was time to bring new life and blood to the stage.
Another fifteen
minutes passed as he watched the snow fall in front of the door to the Red Phoenix.
Inside, he imagined, patrons joked and blustered between swigs of amber ale; laughed at
each other's drunken wit. Outside, the wind carried only its own voice through the
streets. The world was quieter in the snow. Some regarded winter as a nuisance
and sought only relief from it's annual tarriance. Others, like the one leaning
against an abandoned warehouse across from the Red Phoenix, loved it and reveled in
it. Snow meant less people on the streets. Snow meant softened
footsteps. Snow hid things from view. For a few moments, imagination stole his
awareness from the doorway. Anticipation was definitely in
control.
He snapped back to
attention when the neon sign in the window blinked and faded out. He flicked a butt
out onto the street and shoved his hands deep into his coat pockets. The last few
die-hard barflies came out of the Phoenix. His eyes examined each one: a
giant, bald man wearing a leather jacket; an old man wearing overalls and a grease-covered
baseball cap; a young brunette in a white, tasseled coat and jeans. They were all
meaningless extras. None mattered but her.
He turned his
wrist to look at his watch. It was nearly half past two. The bar would be
closing shortly and his star would soon emerge. Then it would be show time.
More faces exited the bar and disappeared into a dirty, white pick-up. The
leather-clad giant lurched into a battered Bronco and started it with a growl. The
watchful eyes remained on the doorway, while the cars in the parking lot dwindled.
She didn't have a car; he knew that. She walked home every night, or at least had
for the past week he had watched her. The Bronco took off down the street and was
soon swallowed by the snow.
All was quiet
again. The wind danced through the trees. No one had exited the bar for
several minutes, but there was still one car left in the lot. For a moment he
thought his plans would be ruined by some interloper giving her a ride home. He
grimaced at the thought. The night was too perfect; he didn't want it disrupted by
some beer-swilling, low-brow monkey with a Mustang. He continued his intent
observation of the entrance. A shadow appeared behind the glass, opened the door a
few inches, and then stopped. For almost a minute the shadow stood with the door
propped open and the watcher standing across the street in snow-covered cap did not
breathe.
Finally, the door
opened wide. A man with a long, black rat tail and denim jacket sauntered sloppily
across the parking lot, towards the Mustang. Across the street, a pair of gray eyes
flicked back and forth. The lights in the bar blinked out. The driver-side
door on the Mustang slammed shut and the engine came to life. The car sat there for
a moment. The watcher still held his breath.
When the white
lights on the back of the car lit up, the man across the street let a relieved sigh escape
his chest. He smirked as the Mustang struggled to make the turn out of the parking
lot, running his back tire over the curb. Eventually the driver made it out of the
lot and took off down the snowy street in a meandering path.
The front door to
the bar slammed shut. There she was, locking up for the night. The wind caught
her hair and she winced at the sudden chill, reddish brown curls billowing out to her
left. He smiled. The star of the show had finally entered the stage.
The snow padded
the sound of his boots as he trudged along behind her. She huddled against herself
from the piercing winds that dragged her hair into twisted forms about her head. She
wasn't from this area of the country; he could tell that. She had no scarf or gloves
to protect herself. Her steps were slow and overly cautious on the snow-covered
sidewalk, and it didn't help that she was wearing high heeled boots.
She turned her
head to the side, avoiding a clump of snow blown off the roof of a nearby building.
He caught a glimpse of her profile, masked by curly streaks of hair. Velvet lips,
ruddy cheeks and a slender nose were momentarily lit by the amber street lights; the
reflective snow gave her a spectral aura.
He stopped dead in
his tracks, afraid she would notice him. Panic threatened to flood his awareness,
but he was distracted by her visage. She turned her head back down the street, and
continued walking, unaware of her follower. He started walking again, quickening his
pace to catch up to her. Looking down at his watch, he knew the train would be
coming very soon, any minute now. There wasn't much traffic on the line, but every
week night, a freight train roared by just a block from here. He walked faster,
slogging through the snow double time.
From his left
pocket, he produced a bottle of chloroform, carefully unscrewed the cap and palmed
it. His right hand pulled a white rag from his other pocket. The rumble of the
train rode in on the blustering snow. It was getting close. His steps were
only a few yards behind hers now.
He put the rag
against the neck of the bottle and soaked up a good amount of chloroform. The deep
rumble was clearly audible, shaking the night from its tranquility. She turned her
head back towards the sound of the train, and for the first time, she saw him.
Quickly shoving both hands in his pockets and tilting his head down against the wind, he
tried his best to look like a man just trying to walk home in a snowstorm. A man who
was not there before and to her eyes, had appeared from nowhere.
He clenched his
teeth. She was still turned, examining him. Panic reeled in his head, but he
kept cool, kept walking, and pretended to ignore her like every other person he
encountered on the street. A voice in his head screamed curses at him. He did
his best to ignore it.
The train whistle
blew as it neared the crossing. It made her jump, but she quickly recovered and
continued walking at a faster pace than before. The voice screaming inside the head
following her subsided. He became calm and aware, ready to do what he came here to
do. Taking his hands out of his pockets, he prepared to dash at her. The
rumble of the train shook him. Wait, for it. Wait...
The whistle
blew again, blotting out all other sound. Now! He rushed forward.
She didn't turn until he was two steps from her. Before she could begin to scream,
he covered her mouth with the rag and dragged her into a shadowed alley. The whistle
blew again, covering his grunts as he grappled and fought to subdue her. She kicked
and clawed, even tried biting his face, but her energy and consciousness waned and after a
few seconds she went limp. A disfigured snow angel marked their struggle. He
got up and looked around. No one was in sight, no windows with lights on. He
grinned as the train sounded its final whistle before rumbling on to the next
crossing.
“Well,
that was exciting, wasn't it.” He took her unconscious expression as an
affirmation. “Yes. Now, let's get you ready for the
show.”
She awoke in
darkness. A faint streak of moonlight shone in through a small window above
her. She could make out very little: a doorway and stairs, a pair of oil drums, a
large pile of rags, a push broom. The only sound was the howling wind, muffled by
cinder block walls.
A rotten, wretched
smell infested her senses. She shrank away from it, but could not escape its vile
presence. A voice in her head told her to stand up and get the hell out of there,
but as the reality of her situation became apparent, the voice turned into a desperate
cry. Heavy chains bound her wrists and ankles to the floor. She struggled
against them, trying to stretch and twist out of them, but the half-inch thick irons would
not loosen their grip. She slumped to the cold floor beneath her and sobbed quietly.
She thought about
screaming, but was too terrified. She might alert someone to help her, but she might
also awaken some terror lurking just beyond her vision. So she crouched on the
floor, shaking and trying not to breathe in the decaying atmosphere of the room. The
cement was hard and clammy as was the wall behind her. It felt like a dungeon.
A picture she had seen in her Art History class flashed in her head: a skeleton slumped
against a stone wall, still bound in chains, with one arm stretched towards the light
above.
She thought of her
family and hoped she would see them again; her mother, father, two brothers. Then
she thought of the creature she held inside her. Normally its presence was in the
background, an ambient buzz in her mind. In the last few minutes since she regained
consciousness, it had become a quiet din growing steadily louder. She tried to force
it out of her mind, but it refused to leave.
Footsteps clamored
on the floorboards overhead. The sounds traveled away from her, in the direction of
the doorway across the room. She gasped in a musty lungful of air as a lock clacked
aside and the door swung open. Her wide eyes did not blink. A few resounding
steps on wooden stairs and then light filled the room. Her eyes slammed shut.
She heard his
boots scrape the gritty, concrete floor as he walked, stepping closer until he was right
in front of her. Her eyes stayed shut, praying this monster would go away if she
didn't look at him. The leather boots creaked as he squatted down in front of
her. Stale, warm breath swam over her face in waves. He said nothing, nor did
he move for what seemed like an eternity. Finally, unable to stand the sound of his
breathing any more, she slowly opened her eyes.
"Welcome to
the show, my dear." His voice was gruff and quiet. She was not looking
into his face. Across the room, where she had seen the dim outline of a pile of
rags, a horrific image shot her between the eyes. Once her mind recognized and
comprehended what was lying there, her face turned pallid and an awful scream tore itself
from her throat. He looked over at last night’s star while, outside, the
wind continued to howl.
"Oh, hush
now. That's Rona. She was the star of the show last night. She did a
fine job, too. A fine job indeed! I do hope you'll be as satisfying a star as
she was. We played together all night long." His voice made her
sick. He chuckled to himself, seeing the revulsion on her face. Her screams
retreated back down her throat as he moved over in front of her; his bulk cast her in
complete shadow.
His heavy boots
rasped against the floor as he shifted and reached around behind his back. Her gaze
drifted over to the torn wreck of a body that was Rona. A disheartened sob escaped
her chest. The sound of a snap being released brought her eyes back to him.
His arm drew an object out from his back and extended it out for her to see. Her
eyes followed his movement, down the length of his arm to the thing he was holding.
The heavy, curved blade of a khukuri extended from his hand. She whimpered.
He brought the
blade gently onto her skin, dragging the point lightly around the curve of her neck.
He paused, examining a tattoo he hadn’t noticed before. It was a simple,
black design, quite faded. An imperfect circle with a horizontal line bisecting it
sat underneath an arch with another horizontal line extending out from either end.
It almost looked like a sleeping eye, but its real meaning eluded him. The knife
point continued its careful examination of her skin down around her breasts and further to
her belly, stopping to rest in the cup of her navel.
"Oh yes, I
think you'll make a fine star for tonight. Fine indeed." The kuhkuri
circled her navel a few times, pressing a bit harder each time around. He sighed
happily. "Shall we begin our feature presentation?"
"Please...
you can't do this." Her will to live finally broke her fearful silence. A
sly grin crept across his face. Tonight's star had finally begun her
performance. They usually started in a similar fashion, begging for their lives in
exchange for something. He wondered what this one was willing to offer. Her
silence, money, sex? Rona offered him all that and more, anything he wanted.
In the end, he got exactly what he wanted from Rona.
"And why is
that, my dear?" He made a shallow cut along the top of her abdomen, enough to
sting but little blood. She winced and struggled with the chains, trying to squeeze
her wrists past the manacles, but to no avail. He laughed behind closed lips,
causing a pit of revulsion to open up in her stomach. The din in her mind suddenly
became a vicious roar, propelling her to overcome fear and despair. Every
moment of his sick laughter made the noise grow louder. Her sanity blurred in her
mind and the thing she had held within her for so many years crept into the
foreground.
"If you kill
me... you'll set it free. And then you’re fucking dead. Or at least
you’ll wish you were, believe me!" She shouted this last bit hoarsely
at him. He paused, stunned by her statement. She had fire that excited him
tremendously. He smiled curiously at her. This was going to be a better show
than he first thought.
"And what,
exactly, do you mean by that? What would I... set free?" He punctuated
his question by poking her lower abdomen with the knife and twisting it. She tried
to pull back, but her feet were securely bound in place. A painful groan crawled its
way out of her.
The writhing noise
in her head grew louder and dissonant. A desperate part of her soul tried to hold on
to the prisoner within her. She knew the horrific consequences of its escape, but
another part longed to set it free and be rid of it's burden. She felt its alien
currents eroding her sanity, day after day; now they threatened to wash her away
completely. Perhaps this abject brute of a man was to be her deliverer.
“Do you
recognize my tattoo?” He could hear in her voice that he was losing
control of her. Something had changed, shifted away from him. Anger rumbled in
his gut. His expression crept towards a snarl.
"No, I
don’t." The khukuri dragged across her midriff. "Do
enlighten me." For a moment, she watched apprehensively as the blade drew slow
circles around her belly. She swallowed hard, looking into his eyes, watching them
glare at her.
“It
means there is a monster inside me and if you kill me
you’ll let it out
and, if you’re lucky, it’ll kill you too.” Silence
held them while he tried to understand what she just said. None of his girls had
ever been so strong, so defiant. The show wasn’t proceeding as it was
supposed to. The show had a script and this ad lib of hers strayed too far.
Anger was the only response he could muster. His glare tightened. He looked
down at the floor for a moment, then surged forward, stopping a half inch from her
face. His hot, stale breath enveloped her consciousness.
"You think
I'm some sort of
ignorant child who's going to believe something like that?
The only monster in this room, darling, is me. The only thing you have to
fear..." he growled into her face, spitting and frothing, "... is...
me." The khukuri slashed across her belly, leaving a deep cut. She
yelped. Crimson blood flowed freely. Hunching over, she clutched her
wound.
He stood, turned
and walked a few paces away. Calm slowly came back to him, as he listened to her
cries. If he let himself go off to fast, the pleasure of it would be wasted.
He had to be cool and savor it; taste it and smell it in his hands. He closed his
eyes, took a deep breath.
"Please...
don't do this. Please..." Her quiet pleading brought his attention back
around to her. Now she was back in line. The cut had reminded her who the
monster was. So much for her ad lib. He sauntered back over to her weeping
body and knelt down again, brandishing the blade in front of her.
“Now,
that’s better. This is how it should be. You are the prey, darling
and I’m the predator. I am the monster. Don’t you forget
it.” His hand brought the knife up in front of her. The edge towards
the tip had a few streaks of red. She turned her drooped head towards him, dirty,
matted hair obscuring her face. His eyes stared menacingly at her forehead. If
he could see inside her head, he would have witnessed her life fading away and an alien
presence clawing its way to the surface.
"You think
you are a monster?" Her quiet, strained voice crept up onto him.
"You have no idea. Kill me if you want to see what a real monster is.
You’ll only have a few seconds to look at it, though, before it rips you in
half." She sputtered, coughing up blood and let her head fall.
He stared at the
top of her head, fury boiling up inside him. The hand that grasped the khukuri
trembled; his grip tightened painfully. She coughed again and his whole body began
to shake as he tried to control the rage burning within. He failed.
Screaming like a
wild animal, he swung his arm across his body and came down in a hard chop across her
neck. The tattoo that looked like a sleeping eye was roughly bisected. Her
tear-stained face flew off to the right, tumbling and rolling onto the dirty basement
floor. Her body sagged, hanging from chains that still gripped her wrists.
He breathed hard,
adrenaline pumping through him. His chest rose and fell excitedly, eyes focused on a
lock of wavy brown hair, stuck in the middle of the red stain slowly oozing its way down
the cinder blocks. His arm was still outstretched at the end of its deadly
arc. He examined the knife in his hand. It, too, was stained with crimson
along the inner curve of the blade. A short distance away, lifeless brown eyes
stared at him. Her final expression looked unsettlingly like laughter. He
looked away, gathered his breath and stood up.
...
Tonight's show
was one of a kind, ladies and gentleman", he announced to the empty basement.
"Unique. Sadly unique." He sighed and looked back over at the
remnants of this evening's show still chained to the wall. He gasped as he saw what
that there was still some life within her body. Her belly shuddered and
bulged. Then, with a disgusting tearing sound, her abdomen split open, spilling
innards onto the cement floor. From somewhere within the pile of her remains, a
slender, segmented leg emerged. His eyes grew wide. Comprehension of the sight
he was beholding eluded his mind. His struggle continued as a second and third joint
emerged after the first, and continued to grow.
The segmented leg
extended six feet out from her body and was soon joined by two other legs from where the
original had come. The first leg seemed to probe around on the floor, so that the
man with a shaky fist still grasping the khukuri side stepped out of the way to avoid
it. Each leg was jointed in five places and sparsely covered with coarse hairs,
giving them an insect-like appearance. Though their surface was black, there were a
few places where a bloody sheen reflected the fluorescent light of the room.
The three legs,
now equally extended from the body, suddenly raised up and slammed down into the concrete,
embedding themselves an inch into the slab. The thunderous noise echoed throughout
the basement. The man who thought he was a monster dropped the knife to cover his
ears. Then, with a screeching roar that he had never before heard the likes of, the
thing pulled itself from her corpse and entered fully into the physical world.
Nine black,
segmented legs surrounded a central body the size of a man’s torso. The
top of the creature’s body was black, smooth and had the same sparse covering of
coarse hairs as the legs. In the center, surrounded by five circular mouths, was a
single dark orb. Fangs protruded from around the inside of the mouths, curved and
pointing inward. The belly of the creature, rimmed by nine leg joints, housed a
large maw with both inward and outward pointing fangs. The teeth moved and shifted
creating a gnashing, scraping sound what was unbearable. The man who was definitely
not the monster in this room screamed at the horror of the thing before him.
The screeching
roar quieted to the hissing of hundred angry snakes. The legs scraped along the
cement floor as the creature inspected its new environment. A few feet away the man
who brought this monster into the world did not notice his bladder empty. His mind
was paralyzed, unable to do anything. His lips trembled, trying to scream but
emitting only a feeble whimper. He stared at the grotesque mouth openings, twisting
and snarling at him. Under the sickening sound of teeth and flesh grinding together,
he thought he heard a woman laughing at him. The sound was weak and distant but he
was sure he could hear it.
The demon monster
picked up three of its slender legs and slowly walked towards him. The pointed ends
where there should have been feet crunched into the concrete floor, again filling the
basement with cacophonous noise. He turned his head away as the creature came up
close on him, spilling the foul reek of offal across his body. The writhing mouths
slowed to a stop, leaving the gaping maw underneath pointed towards him. He sobbed
and covered his face with his hands.
The monster moved
to a scant few inches from him. The subtle noises of twisting and shifting flesh
found his ears, but still there was the sound of the woman laughing quietly in the
background. He parted his fingers and gazed over at the floor where the head of
tonight's star still lay. She was laughing at him, laughing because she knew.
As fear and insanity coated his mind, his body found the will to scream again. He
wailed with the terror of a man who can no longer comprehend reality. The monster
rushed upon him and thrust its teeth into his torso. His screams turned to coughs
and gurgles. Blood splattered the cold basement walls. Behind the sounds of
ripping flesh, her laughter faded into the storm.
©2004 Sean Crystal
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